我把交往多年的一位朋友视作仇人

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那日，去图书馆。蓦地一回首，见了李元洛的《怅望千秋——唐诗之旅》，忍不住惊叫出声，连忙夺在手里，抱着匆匆而去。高中时曾一直想看的一本书，不经意间却被我得了，岂非缘分？回去连忙打开来看，却又略有些索然之意，觉得那书似乎并不像我想的那般好。

  　　

  有时候，许多奥妙的句子，我早写了出来，却自己也不曾明白。比如高一时曾写过一句：“多少的残梦，岂能一一圆起？”当时不觉得怎么，而今思想起来，不由心中怔忡。向曾年幼时，觉得天地果然便是太极般圆转如意，就算写文章也要前后照应的啊。前面有因头，后面必然有收束，可是慢慢长大了，才知道羊叔子有句话叫做“人生不如意事，十有八九”。仿佛做梦一样的，前头的事发生了，却又没下文，再转去说别的事，留一段支离破碎的梦等待团圆。然而许多时候，一直走下去，就忘下了前面原是有残梦的；又有时蓦地被眼前的事触动前因，于是寻手头边一段以为合适的就补了上去，可那已在时空流转里钝化、圆滑的残梦的伤口，与那新鲜的一片，果然相宜吗？

  　　

  高二时，在一本杂志上见了李元洛先生《怅望千秋——唐诗之旅》中的一段，无端的着迷起来，心想着若是买到了这本书可有多好，于是去许多家书店去问，却没有。我已记不起当时是否曾坚信有朝一日我终究能找到它的，却知道当日也一定曾有无尽的遗憾，于是留下一个小小的缺口。若非白癜风诚信单位偶然翻先前的本子，我如何还会想得起？终于见了那书，以为昔年残梦终于有了一个完美的收束，但事过境迁，我已不知变了多少，还会像当年一样为那些字句所迷吗？

  　　

  是否，那残梦不圆也罢，一任它就淡下去了？

  　　

  多少的残梦，岂能一一圆起？

  　　

  想着，心里忧伤起来，仿佛不忍想象那样一段千疮百孔的人生。然而呵，有疮有孔，起码还是一片完整的、囫囵的生命，只要能不分崩离析，也便罢了。其实终有一日，红尘淤住了孔，我也就忘了它了。

  　　

  于是笑着，又往前走。

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