家长也会惊恐不安

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活着真好
  

  活着真好

  ——驿路梅花

  

  

  　　　　　　　　　

  静静的午后，就这样独坐屏前，任思绪漫无边际地游走。听指尖敲击键盘的声音，我问自己：你是谁？你从哪里来？你又要到哪里去？

  总是有这样不安的追寻，不经意间从心底里跳出来。总是怀着深切的留恋和淡淡的惆怅，在很多个忙碌的间隙，回望来时的道路，剪辑曾经的点点滴滴。而记忆却象五彩斑斓的碎片，拼出来的，再不是原来的模样。仿佛听到光阴流走的声音，岁月不停留，让我感到自己的缈小、无奈，我的叹息滑落时光的流中，没有声响，没有浪花。

  　　恍惚间，那个扎着两个羊角辫的小黄毛丫头，从岁月的深处蹦跳着跑来，睁着一双晶亮的眸子，虔诚地向着远方。她的身后，是贫穷、苦难、朴素、善良。她眸子里的远方，是美丽得让人心醉的梦想。她就那样，以一颗水晶般洁净透明的心，向着梦想升起的地方，不停地奔跑。那个美丽的孩子，就是曾经的我啊。

  　　而今，我的梦，在哪里呢？

  　　走过至真至纯的学生时代，步入纷繁的社会，面对陌生的一切，忽然感到那样的茫然无助。也曾挣扎过，也曾想过顺势而生，而灵魂的不安告诉我，一切都是徒劳。于是，把自己小心地保护起来，沿着心灵的轨迹，丈量岁月的脚步，尽管在很多人的眼里有些不协调，我依然学会了忠于自己的心灵，面对一切，坦然地微笑。当不知不觉间，更多的人慢慢地理解了我，接受了我，甚至欣赏我，我开始懂得，人生其实本来就应该是一场漫长的坚守。

  　　当我忙完一天的工作，回到家里，在厨房边给丈夫和儿子准备可口的晚餐，边南腔北调地唱着自己喜欢的歌儿；当晚上洗漱完毕，躺在舒适的沙发上，丈夫故意板着面孔：把脚伸过来，多长时间没剪脚指甲了！然后，我乖乖地伸出脚，任凭他拿剪刀摆弄；当我们一家三口手牵着手漫步夜晚的街头，一起找天上的星星，谁找的多谁回家后就可以多吃一块苹果；当我以安详的目光，注视着儿子在阳光下快乐地撒欢儿、玩耍；当我和好友心血来潮来到郊外，躺在阳光下暖暖的草地上，静静地听风吹过的声音，看牛羊在草地上吃草，为放牧的长者探究、疑惑的目光窃笑；当远方友人送来一句淡淡的问候、牵挂和祝福……我的心是如此的幸福和安然。对于平凡如我的人来说，这许许多多琐碎而真实的快乐、美好，不就是我们善待生活的理由吗？

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  　　沿着自己心灵的轨迹，感知身边细微的纯净和善美，我惊喜地发现，活着，真好。

  　　

  

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