家住在富贵山小区的汪大爷说

jiuba

独白
  　

  

  独白

  ——逸哲

  

  

  从小到大,没有多少快乐.年龄赋予我的太多太多.沉浸在比其他人更多的苦楚里,我整日欺骗自己,装作快乐.一切难言的心痛造就了我欢言而又沉默的性格在众人中,我伪装自己,强颜欢笑,投入地生活;只有独处时,我才可找到真实的自我.有时也想暴露自己,把灵魂展示给别人,可没有人能读懂我,他们说我幼稚,我叹他们浅薄.年少的我,受的伤太多,没有人懂,即使同情,也是装的.我解剖自己清白的思绪树立起高傲的自我.

  一看到他们夸夸其谈,装作一个博识的学者,大论世事,抨击一切,我报之一笑;一看到他们玩物丧志,浑浑噩噩地生活,狂躁跋扈,我嗤之以鼻.我并非气度太小,我心中蓝图异常壮阔可太多琐碎占据了我,我只能是一个多愁善感的角色.我大声呼吁:"给我一点爱,一点光明,哪怕一点,让我飞蛾扑火,义无返顾."可四周迷惘,我无法获得什么.我迷失了自己,我不知该如何生活,以真善美投入社会,换取一次次打击,挫折.

  我于是自暴自弃,深深堕落,从亮丽的天空坠入无底深壑.我固然错了,可是大家都在错,为什么惟独我错不得?

  无人真正地理解我,无人.我于是理解海明威消亡的曲折,我怀疑好人平安的根据是什么.我还能再说什么?说什么都是错,我还能再做什么,做什么都是错.我获得的是唯一白癜风治疗的医院的结果,不是我淘汰了社会,就是社会淘汰了我!

  

  　







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